Yup, he did it again!

My father, ever the king of surprises has done it again! No more than a week after he told me he was living with, and getting married to a woman he never even told me he was dating he decided to bring her over to meet me, again without bothering to tell me.

I knew he was coming over to see me this saturday, but he never even hinted that he was going to bring her with him. Don't get me wrong she was a nice lady but I wish he had warned me first, he knows I'm no good with people I don't know, I get super stressed really easy, it was all I could do to not have a panic attack when answering the door!

I told him I wasn't ready to meet her yet and needed more time to prepare, I'm so mad at him right now, I wanted to make a good first impression and now I probably ended up looking like a right weirdo trying to control my panic and stress.

I am just so stressed right now, trying to clam myself down. He is going to be coming back over next month and will be bringing her with him, I just know I'm going to be super stressed again but at least this time I know she will be coming and will be able to prepare and calm myself.

Argh, anyways, I'm gonna go read, or draw, or do something to try and de-stress a bit!

Stay Beautiful,

Aissa.