Oh yeah... that hurts!

Well I am totally bummed right now, so I wouldn't read this if I were you, it's all going to be me ranting and just being a miserable fucker so turn back now! Save yourself! I don't wanna bring anyone down.

Well I woke up happy enough (well happy for me!) since it's halloween tomorrow, my favourite day of the year, but now I am totally depressed.

The reason for my depression? Well usually I just get depressed in general, it's unusual to have a particular reason but this time I actually do! I just found out the Manics are headlining this years XFM's winter wonderland festival in Manchester on Dec 8th and I'm not going to be able to go which totally sucks!

I had to miss out on seeing James' and Nicky's solo stuff live and now this! Knowing my hero's are playing only about 200 miles from me and not being able to see them is just such a kick in the teeth! I haven't seen them live for ages either, argh!

Normally, when I get really depressed like this I tend to do some drawing, I love drawing and it relaxes me, but I can't even do that at the moment!

My old mouse got broken and I had to replace it, only the problem is I've only ever had ball mouses before and this new one is not a ball mouse and I am having some trouble getting used to drawing with it.

With ball mouses I know just how much pressure to put on it to get the drawing flow going, with this one I can't seem to get that flow right and it's bugging the crap outta me! It just doesn't seem to flow as smoothly as my previous mouse did so my drawings are once again on hiatus at the moment!

Well with that all off my chest I'm going to look forward to halloween and hope that can cheer me up a bit,

Stay Beautiful,

Aissa.

P.S. Happy Halloween everyone, I hope you all have a good one!

X-posted from my DA journal as usual.